Sunday, November 11, 2007: WHOOPEEDOOO (:
yay, exams finished yesterday!! (: and if you're wondering if i got the day right, yes, we have exams on SATURDAYS. hahah
i'm glad everything is over and wow, i cant believe i made it through one year of uni just like that. i was just talking to ankita after the ob paper yesterday about how quickly this year has passed and how we're gonna be second years next year.. and we were like. OMG, 2nd year!!! i dont exactly know if its a good thing or bad thing, but who cares? 3 month summer holiday, here i come! :D
there so many things i wanna do this holiday. (: work, save money, go back to singapore and spend, go to hongkong, pass driving, roadtripping, have dvd marathons, go tan at the beach, mm. (: sounds nice.
woohoo! (: i'm so excited for this holiday. i think it will actually pass by in a whizz.. too quickly actually. and then school starts again, with an even heavier workload. ): i dont want to be in 2nd year.
still considering the role of bs leader next year. there's so many things to manage next semester i dont know if i'll be able to cope. i guess one thing on my mind is where my priorities lie. i guess its hard knowing that i have to work, study and manage friends, and on top of that have slack time and go for ocf stuff. is sacrificing one whole day to mediate on His word and prepare for bs really what i want? truthfully, i dont know if i can bring myself say yes to this question. should i take this step to trust in God, and believe that He will make time for me, or rather, in better words, that i should be making time for Him? maybe i've been giving too many excuses about hiding my hurt or that i'm not good or walking closely enough, or that i dont want to commit so much since i have no time.
maybe its because ocf is lacking in bs leaders that why i feel a need to serve. like how i feel i should go back to evangel to serve in youth ministry.
mm.
a shout of praise.
10:13 PM
